My best friend and i are quickly growing apart. i dont even know really how it got to this point. Shes been my best friend for years, and my cousin for 18.. Her life revolves around her boyfriend, mine revolves around just trying to get by. Going through each day hoping that something doesnt crush me or force me to fall asleep crying because of everything going on with my family , and school, and.. everything. And she gets everything handed to her on a silver platter. I dont really know whats going to come of me and her.


I spend a portion of almost every day with my friend Jenn. Shes always been someone who i had way too much in common with , its just easy, and comfortable with her. something tells me that this may be a factor in my deteriorating friendship with my cousin. its just so much easier to stick with someone who can relate to me so well, and thats jenn.



in other news, i went to a party with jenn a few nights ago, and half of my dads employees were there. one of them, who is by all means a "stud" , decided that we should makeout. whoa! whats going on here. i go years without being noticed, and then i graduate highschool and people see me? i mean, HEY, im not complaining! its just odd to me sometimes. here and there i have to blink to see if im dreaming, haha. oh my. ups and downs, strikes and gutterballs, per usual.




ciao lovers, until we meet again...

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WELL. as i suspected, i lost all my classes because my financial aid was not in, in time. so i have to go reschedule. no big, i just probably wont get the same times. Im not all that upset about it because its a problem easily fixed. I got the cutest messanger bag for school, though. im going to look so college, ha (yeah right, people in college dont believe in makeup, that is one trend-wagon i will NOT be hopping on). reguardless, im still just as anxious about my long awaited arrival back into the world of education.


tonight i am going to Matrix (a club) at station square. Ive been quite a few times, and it has always been a blast. my friends and i partake in the 80's room the most. It is such a wonder that i love 80's music because years ago i despised it. I cant imagine that in a few decades i will be as in love with "todays music" as i am with 80's music, now. But Matrix should be fun. Im going with my friends Jenn, Josh, and MAYBE Alan, if he decides to not fall back on his word. I printed out free passes to get in because i am just slick like that, so no cover charges for us :D


Im going to leave you all with this last little comment..
Biore Pore Perfect Strips = AMAZING.
for clogged pores, they are definately the way to go ;)



ciao loves