11.28.2006

greetings!

somehow i managed to get my user name by putting in my secondary email address. SO my user name and password got send to that, so now i can once again blog life away!

sorry for the hiatus. trust me, i was going nutzo trying to get on here!

i must update about the wedding, all in due time my dears <3

11.12.2006

they shut our house phone off last week. they came to shut the cable off too, but my mom borrowed some money from dave to keep it on. its been rough around here lately. im looking for a second job to help out more around here. i make 90 dollars a week at giant eagle and its getting me nowhere, but i still give my mom money when she needs it. i got ken a job at giant eagle too, except he gets more hours because he is a cart attendant. so good for him and all, but i dont know. im trying. my mom has been depressed because everything is falling apart and so ive been depressed about that, and so many other things going on that its just been rough. just been praying, and hoping things look up. my dad made his bonus at work (thank God up above) and it was just in enough time to save us. my mom and i went around yesterday paying all the places we owed. catching up on bills that were past due. and most importantly, we went food shopping! we havent had food in like a month. haha

my daddies birthday is in 2 days.
mine is in 23.
im not excited to be 22.
my dad is going to be 44.
my dad was my age right now, when i was born.
weeeiiirdd.
that would be like me having a kid now.
even weiiirrdeer. haha


they finally came out with ipod nano's in color. i was looking at the ads from the sunday paper today and saw a pink one! ahh! it is now my goal to get one. ive been waaaiting for them to make color ones. i didnt want a white/black one. i was very excited. i remember being so sad when they discontinued the ipod mini's in colors. i wanted the green one. but now that they have colored ipod nano's, i am one happy girl. and its not too expensive. i can swing $150 for one by mid december!! even on my giant eagle crap pay haha.



thats all for now.
now that the phone is turned back on, i can get online and update more again.



oh. and ps

grandpa! i just wanted to say thank you for what you did for my brother. it meant so much to him, and the rest of my family. it really.. REALLY meant alot to me, as well. im sorry i didnt get to see you while you were here either! my job owns my life. its true. but i hope i get to see you at the wedding! ;)

11.01.2006

blahblahhhhhhhh

ahhh.
i swear my life is such a rollercoaster.
things arent so great right now.
i just dont know how to get out of this rut.
i need to just get away and start fresh.
and be around people who are genuine.
bleh.

its my brothers 19th birthday in 20 mins.
my 22nd birthday is in 1 month and 3 days.
oh boy....