USPS +++

Im basically obsessed with snail mail.
Email is so far from personal.
If I write you a letter then you are getting so much more of me.
I currently have about 7 "pen pals"
Annie being one. I miss her.
Live it up in London miss love, you'll be home before you know it.


I have no money and a plane ticket to las vegas for may 12-17.
How I am going to pull this trip off on a giant eagle budget is beyond me,
but I really have never truly lived. No airplane rides. No leaving my beloved east coast.
No stepping out of my comfort zone.
The trip is for Amandas 21st Birthday.
Im going to shine when I get through it.


I miss my mother. More importantly who she used to be.
I would be lying if I said we are getting along fine without her.
My dad gets mad a lot easier these days. And I'm not fit to be a mom.
Not to brothers and a sister who don't find it appropriate to follow rules their sister create.
I clean this house every day and not a one of them care to keep it clean.
I am surely wearing thin.
However, my sister and I had a heart to heart a few days ago,
She cried to me. Thanked me for always taking care of her.
And thanked me for never leaving her, knowing I never will either.
I can safely say I would be nothing with my sister.